Can't believe myself that I'm already 30 something. I spent my 20's with so much to do's and  achievement in mind. I'm grateful that some of them passed like I wished for, yet there are also many wishes didn't pass as I expected them to be. It only proves to me ,no matter how hard I tried, everything that happen is beyond on my control.

I still remember clearly.. it felt just like yesterday, I cried so hard ,just a few hours prior turning into 21 years old. There actually no any major problem. But I was overwhelmed with extreme fear of unknown future and not ready yet to become a full adult with responsibility. The last thing I did in my pitch black bedroom with tears on my cheek was pray. Praying that I'll be able and gain strength to face tomorrow. 

Fast forward today. If I can go back and say to my younger self, I would say to her that it's okay to be unsure in life. In this life you'll face many tribulation be it as 30, 40,.70 years old or even on the last breath of your life.  take heart ,to always hold onto the Truth who already overcome the world and enjoy your lot in every season of life.

And that's sums up that after all, Faith is reason that keep me alive , to move forward. A reason to live. From yesterday, and today onwards. 

Last Christmas, Too Faced released 2 bite-sized eyeshadow palette that looks on par with each other  :

Christmas Coffee & Forbidden Fruitcake. I was actually looking for a simple eyeshadow palette before came across with these two. Ended up with the latter one instead. Packaging wise, Christmas Coffee is definitely way much cuter therefore outshined  Forbidden Fruitcake.  It's somehow cruel to read many reviews said the packaging look kind of gross despite the name and I have to agree somehow that it's not visually attractive especially at first sight. But just like book, you don't judge by it's cover ,right? Moreover, the design team themselves likely aware of this issue in the first place. No wonder they specifically put stamp "nobody loafs me" on the front box. Perhaps it's a part of empathy marketing strategy, no?  For now, let's take a look more of it.

On texture side, it's pretty decent with  minimal fall out. Pigmentation level is 8/10 It's blends well both using fingertips or a brush. and Not chalky which impressed me , unlike the old Chocolate Chips palette that I reviewed before .I gotta admit for such price and compact size ,it makes a good deal and can be perfect present for someone who seek an all -in starter palette that has value for money.

"What's one thing you want to do when you grow up?"  Had given this question when I was child, my answer would be as simple : to have my hair colored.  The younger me thought that having a natural  Asian black hair color was too common.Plus, with just one change ,I can elevate my total look while freely expressing myself. How nice is it? Therefore , when I first stepped on college, I maximized this opportunity to tick off one of my long awaited wish list.